Today is m 29th birthday
It isn't my first birthday whilst ive been ill but I am far worse this birthday health wise than I was last year
We didn't have big plans we normally go out and do my birthday/valentines day in one as they are the same day . Meal with a singer all dressed up , But this year as we are both unwell we decided a good cuddle up on the sofa and dvds at home with a take away would be just fine , I was looking forward to it as much as I would if we where dressing up to the nines and going out.
Ever heard the saying ," Tell god your plans and he laughs" ? ...Well today was just that
The first part of the day wasn't to bad hubby made be breakfast in bed , that I pretended to eat lol, Birthday gifts , My sister turned up late to get me but I dont mind that we went to mums for lunch . It was very enjoyable but very tiring for me , by the end I needed my bed.
When I got home poor hubby was a shade of grey laying in His bed , He explained to me that he had attempted to play golf with a friend and promptly passed out/ collapsed and was bought home by a mate . Because of this I helped him out making him a cup of tea ect but I could feel the headache , leg ache/ heaviness and overbearing Fatigue taking over me,
In a bid to pull through I had a bath but it was no use M.E was taking over from the bath i waddled like a duck, shaking and guiding my self by holding on to walls hoping not to fall.
I made my self as comfortable as I could On the sofa and snuggled down with my dog . It got no better extreme nausea came along with a headache and dizzyness to follow , so my snuggle up with hubby on my birthday turned into us in different rooms both under duvets feeling very unwell.
The one lesson I find hard to learn is that I can no longer have plans, everything no matter how small depends on how I feel. For a short while I was feeling sorry for myself for feeling so unwell on my birthday but I reminded myself a birthday is just like any other day, Im lucky I was able to get out of the house a spend a little time with family and Im lucky that the extreme pain I was in last night isnt back today.
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